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The Low Frequency – The Low’s distractions and mechanisms (Part 2)

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The low Frequency is an intelligent conscience that is part of the Planet’s mind, which we’ll also call Gaia’s mind. If on one hand we have the proof of the planet’s intelligence thanks to the miracles that the Nature manages to make to survive even in the worst moments, on the other hand the planet has a second face, much different from the continuous evolution that the Nature offers; I’m talking about that conscience that keeps everyone on a lower frequency, which will be called Low Frequency. The Nature and the Low Frequency aren’t the same thing, but they are both part of the Planet’s mind. We can associate the Nature to the human need to eat food to stay alive thanks to the nourishment, so to the normal hunger that comes when we stay without food for too long. The Low Frequency can be associated instead to the obsessive hunger that makes us eat even if the body doesn’t need that nourishment, and yet we think that we are hungry and so it makes us eat again, and again and again, up to make us risk huge problems due to the obesity, and nevertheless it makes us believe that we are still hungry and so it makes us eat again. This analogy helps you to comprehend the huge difference between the Nature and the Low Frequency: they are both part of the Planet’s mind and it isn’t  easy to distinguish them, as it isn’t easy to tell between the real hunger and the nervous one, because both of them have similar symptoms that make you believe that they’re the same thing; and yet one of them has the purpose to keep you alive while the other one – if you listen to it – will destroy your life. The Nature in itself continues its course, so it makes sure that the human beings, as well as the animals, the insects and the vegetable kingdom, keep going on with their lives making useful actions for the Planet.

So the Nature pushes you to do a job that helps your species’ society, that in our case happens with a job contract, while in the other species, for example ants, bees, etc, it happens spontaneously: each one of them knows what to do since its birth. The insects dedicate all of their lives to their jobs and to the procreation, which is their only life’s mission, because they work all the time to carry on the specie. On the contrary, we aren’t ants, and even if we can learn a lot from them both in their way of work and in their society – as a sincere cooperation between the single members to become a unite group, which among us humans it’s very rare – we have to remember that we are much more evolved than insects, because we have a Conscience which is superior to their. Of course, more than once we might have looked at some of our acquaintances thinking that a cockroach is more intelligent than them, but actually, the human race can’t be compared with an animal species or with insects, as our intellectual and psychic abilities are more mature, more advanced. Inside the planet Earth, the human race is the most capable of mental, technological, psychical and spiritual evolution. When we think of Nature, we think about beautiful landscapes, flowery meadows and beautiful animals, but Nature isn’t only that. If on one hand we have heavenly places, on the other hand there are also natural places filled with poisonous animals, leech, ticks, any type of parasite, swampy areas, deserts in which you can’t hope to survive for too long, infinite plain of ice, in which life wouldn’t be easy as you think. So, Nature isn’t just flowers and nice landscapes, but it also contains swampy areas with much more stagnant energy. Therefore you shouldn’t be surprised by the fact that Gaia’s mind has, in addition to the Nature’s instinct, also a conscience that transmute into the Low Frequency, an intelligent conscience that keeps us tied to its frequency.

The Low Frequency is like the swampy zone of the Planet’s mind: figuratively is the part of Gaia’s mind that makes you stagnate in the unconsciousness.

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But as we know, the man is capable of reclaiming a swamp in order for it to become a better place, therefore through the practice to become conscious and to exit from the Low Frequency, it is possible to exploit our powers to maneuver the matrix and obtain the benefits for ourselves and for others. You have been influenced by the Low Frequency since forever and there is no person or living being in the world that is born already with the mind outside of the Low Frequency, because it would be like thinking that we can be born outside of the nature: since you’re born inside the planet Gaia, you are under its influences since forever, without realizing it, whether you want it or not. Just like the nature doesn’t ask you for permission to enter in your life, but it starts to have effect on you right from the day of your birth (as the urgency to breathe, the hunger, but also the need to have contacts with other beings of your species), the Low Frequency doesn’t ask you for permission either. It is constantly working to distract our attention from the discovery of our identity, putting before our eyes a thousand of reasons to forget who we are. The Low Frequency is not “dark”, but it isn’t even our ally, since its role is precisely to keep us asleep, so that we fulfill our work as ants, and we don’t act as evolved Consciences.

Surely, you’ve realized that there are people who want to know more about their own identity and others that don’t. The first, often wonder if life it’s all here, they wonder if life has a deeper aim, they often ask themselves the same question you’ve asked so many times: “Who am I?” and although they don’t know the answer yet, they keep asking questions.  However you are very well aware that other people aren’t interested in asking these questions, because their idea of ​​life is already what they are living: you work, you come home to your family and work again tomorrow; there’s nothing more, for them. Indeed, according to their mentality, if you are interested in something beyond of work and family, it’s for sure something wrong! According to them, you must work, bring the money home, keep your family and that’s it; at best, if you really want to be “open-minded”, you are allowed to play a sport, but only if that doesn’t take you too much time away from family, otherwise it isn’t good either. Then you realize that some people are more willing to know the truth, while others wouldn’t want to know that even if you’d put it in front of them. This is the first difference that we recognize among those who could be called people seeking evolution, from those who could be called Gaia’s Low. The Gaia’s Low, are the perfect example of what the Low would like for us: he wants the humans to behave like ants, to spend their entire lives working and raising a family, without having the least time to stop reflecting and so deciding to evolve their Consciousness through the spiritual practice.

The Low wants us to believe that spirituality is a distraction from our work duties, to keep us away from the truth: that our work commitments distract us from our spiritual evolution. In fact, the Low Frequency wants the humans to behave like insects, but we aren’t Gaia’s insects: we are human, capable of evolving our psychic capacities, so that they can reach the level of changing personal and global events, with more positive goals. We could take the example of Jesus: he has reached the level of manipulating the Matrix enough to be able to change the events and to make miracles, many of them aren’t even told anymore, although we still remember some of them. Yet, he got out from the Low, to make positive action for himself and for the whole planet. Clear that it isn’t easy to reach his level, but we aren’t here to compete, because that’s not what he wanted to teach us: we are here to realize that we are not working machines, but Consciences that must soon awaken to remember who they really are. The Low Frequency is as clever as it is hidden, because it influences us since our birth, so it becomes difficult to recognize it in our routine from day to day.

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We have spent our entire life following its current, instead of choosing our life with our real decision, so the awareness that the Low Frequency exists and keeps us under its control can be a hard truth to accept, but only at the beginning. After that, you learn to know it and to move between his methods to keep you down.

The Low uses two main methods to keep you down, distracted, and away from the search for truth, which would have led you to take a path to reach your Awakening. The first method that the Low uses to keep you anchored to the ground is your own thought, through the regulator which will be discussed later. The second method is the use of people around you, which will distract you and make you lose time, so that you end up forgetting what evolutive thing you wanted to do, and choose to only deal with the daily \ work things that you have been given. Even if you were able to do them both, the low will make you believe that you should only deal with work \ family chores, forgetting completely the evolutive things that you could have done. The truth is that you can realize the existence of the Low Frequency, only if you start practicing, because it will give you the evidence of the veracity of its presence. So as long as you stay within the Low Frequency, you don’t realize how much you are caged by it, and surely you would think that in the end, it can’t reach you. While if you start practicing you realize how it is actually true that he exists and how influential his presence in your life is. To give a practical example, the low moves people and situations around you to distract you and to keep you from practicing meditation, so that – not practicing it – you will stay low and completely under its will. For example, you might be used to living in a quiet house, where the bell rings very rarely, only when the mail arrives; but it usually arrives at the same times and it doesn’t bother you. Instead, very different happens when you’re about to sit down to practice.

The first meditation ever, could go without problems, without any interruption; it could. The next day, then on the day after of your practice, the low may already get in with some internal distraction, such as apathy, listlessness, and despite having enjoyed the meditation that you had on the previews day, on the second day you might think that you don’t want to practice it again; but you may be able to practice it anyway and go against your own apathy. Around the third / fourth day, the low will start to interrupt more seriously. Besides the apathy, the low will start to set in motion its mechanisms for moving other people around you, so that those people will distract you and make you lose time, to make you forget to practice the daily meditation. Let’s take as example that you want to practice the meditation around the 16:00 . For the entire morning you’ve done your chores or what you had to do, and no one has called you or contacted or rang the bell. For the entire day, no one showed up or contacted you to do something together and steal some time. So, you do all the tasks and keep yourself free for the afternoon, convinced that no one can stop you from practicing. Yet, as soon as it’s 16:00 and you’ll think that you’re about to sit down and practice, convinced that you had already carried out all the tasks and chores that you had to do and that you are free to finally dedicate yourself to meditation, your doorbell will ring and you’ll see that it is an old friend that you haven’t seen in a long time. The situation will seem very normal and quiet: you let him in your house because it’s been so long since you haven’t seen each other, you are happy and spend the evening chatting and laughing, so you would never think that it was the Low to send that friend to distract you from your goal of Awakening.

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If it’s not the friend, it’s the uncle that shows up only during important events such as Christmas or Easter and yet today, even if it’s a normal day, just like the others, he will suddenly show up with the excuse of missing you, or saying that he needed some holidays, taking advantage of it to come to you to spend some time together! He could have showed up 30 minutes before or after and yet he rang the bell of your house just one minute before you started the Meditation, or even during the session, to distract and interrupt you, making you feel dissatisfied and annoyed, due to the abrupt interruption while you were practicing. The point is that it won’t cross your mind that that interruption was cause by the low, so that you can’t get out of its influence thanks to the Meditation. So, you’ll underestimate this practice, thinking that it’s just a session (too long!)  of relaxation and that there’s nothing beyond it. And yet, if it was just that, the low wouldn’t move other people to get them to your house, to distract you from practicing and to keep you from doing it the way you wanted to. If the Meditation wasn’t so important for your Awakening, and it wasn’t useful to get out of the Low’s influence, for sure the Low Frequency wouldn’t stop you from practicing it. And yet you don’t realize until you start practicing and realize that in some ways there’s always something that happens to prevent you from meditating or to stop the meditation during the best part.

You may have spent the whole day doing whatever you had to do: you have worked, you have paid attention to your family, you have cleaned the house, you did everything that was in your daily tasks and no one interrupted you; then, as soon as you sit down to meditate, you receive a text from the person that never showed attention towards you, and that makes you want to take the tablet/computer/smartphone and spend hours talking with her, thinking that it would be stupid throwing away this occasion. It could be someone you haven’t heard of from weeks, months or years, or someone who has always ignored your chats, or that texts you only when important things happen; and yet as soon as you sit down to meditate, she will contact you with an excuse that it will appear too interesting to make her wait for 30 minutes, the time to meditate. You could choose to meditate, and then text with that person all the time that you want; and instead you’ll choose to chat with her, ending up talking about useless nonsense, until it will be too late and you’ll have to go to sleep, because you will work tomorrow! Meanwhile the low will work in your mind to make you choose by yourself to waste time behind that chat, instead of dedicating 30 minutes to your spiritual evolution and only then being free to open every chat you want. So if on one hand the low has worked around you to push someone to distract you, at the same time it has worked inside your mind to make you choose to accept that distraction, instead of dedicating to your evolution. So it will make you think that nothing of important has happened, that there’s nothing wrong, because you’ve chatted but you’ll be able to meditate tomorrow; and yet inside of you, you already know that you won’t be able to meditate tomorrow, because the Low Is already working on other excuses to take your time and to keep you, even more tomorrow, from meditating.

Until you start practicing, you won’t actually realize of the Low’s existence and of the methods that it uses to keep you down and to stop you, but they will just be theories that you won’t be able to seriously comprehend. Instead, practicing meditation, you’ll realize how the Low wants to keep you down, because it will start to create events that will make you lose the will to practice, or that will make you forget about it. It’ll seem crazy, and yet it will find thousands of ways to make you forget what you wanted to do. First of all it will fill you with sudden events, like your best friend that will suddenly feel nostalgic and that will ask you to spend the whole night keeping her company, making you lose the occasion to meditate.

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Or it could be a member of your family that today wants to spend more time with you, or that messes something up, making you waste your day to solve the problems that he caused. In all of this, you’ll be back home tired, and you won’t feel like meditating anymore. If instead it doesn’t manage to keep you out of your house for too long, it will try to bring the low inside of your house, to keep you from practicing even when you managed to keep yourself free to meditate. So, you sit down convinced that nothing and no one will prevent you from meditating: you told your friends that you’ll be sleeping for an hour, so that they’ll be convinced to not to bother you for that hour, so that you can meditate. And yet you’ll receive a lot of calls from call centres or from unknown numbers that, look at that, right that day took the wrong number, annoying you with thousands of calls and the ringtone seems always higher, right when you’re meditating.

If instead you had turned off your phone, to avoid someone bothering you, here is someone coming to the doorbell of your neighbour, ringing repeatedly, although they usually ring once and then – realizing that no one is home – they live; and yet not today! Today they must ring that doorbell just like if the door must open on its own, even if it’s clear that the neighbour aren’t at home! It could have been a calm, quiet day, considered the time (afternoon, where everyone is resting) but, as soon as you start meditating, a lot of cars will ride on the way where your home is, honking and will make an annoying noise that they hadn’t made for the entire day, but in this moment they are committed to be as loud as possible.it doesn’t matter if it was quiet before and there weren’t noises even in the distance: as soon as you’ll sit down to meditate, the neighbour’s dog will start barking and the others dog will follow it with that noise that seems to announce the apocalypse, because they’ll be so loud and so insistent that even if you love dogs, you’ll be stressed by that loud noise that they make, disturbing your meditations; and all of this mess, just to make you stop meditating, annoyed by the noise. Only when you start practicing, you’ll realize of the existence of the Low Frequency, because it will activate just when you’ll decide to practice to get out of its influence. Only then you’ll realize how important it is to get out of the Low. You didn’t realize before, you didn’t know about its existence and you didn’t even notice; and yet, as soon as you’ll start practicing, , you’ll really notice its presence, because there will be a lot of crazy situations that didn’t happen before. It’s clear that if you decided to go on with this path, you’ll improve day after day, managing to meditate even when the low wants to distract you with its strategies. So, don’t think that it’ll always be like that, it would be impossible to meditate. But it needs to be clear from the beginning that if you wait for the low to give you the permission to meditate, then you can say goodbye to your Awakening: you decide whether to practice or not, even when the Low will become stronger to prevent you from doing it; because if you wait for it to give you some rest and to offer you some time to meditate, you’re hoping for a miracle that it surely won’t happen.

The Low doesn’t want you to Awaken, so don’t delude yourself that there will be a day when it’ll leave you free to meditate serenely, without bothering you from the day after. It is the enemy of the Awakening, so it’s important to realize that, but most of all to understand the reason why the Low doesn’t want you to Awaken. Then, you’ll be in the right direction to comprehend how important it is to develop psychic capacities. For now, you only have to meditate and realize how many situations happen in the exact moments in which you choose to meditate, just to prevent you from practicing, or to distract you in the middle of the meditation in order to not to make you reach a real wellness, so to make you think that the meditation isn’t that relaxing. At the beginning the Low will look like a too cunning enemy for you, because as soon as you sit down to meditate the dog will start to bark, the neighbour will scream and the cars will make noise, but you must not be knocked down by those trivial methods. The mental and physic wellness, but most importantly all the benefits that the meditation bring to your life, will be much more rewarding than any type of distraction that the Low could bring to you to keep you from practicing. So, regardless of what the distractions are, put them apart for 30 minutes and sit down to meditate. Your life will change considerably.

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This document is the translation of the original article (https://www.accademiadicoscienzadimensionale.com/archives/4601) on the Dimensional Consciousness Academy website.

2366 comments
  • federika111 - 19:12 20/11/24

    Hahah mi sono sempre chiesta come mai di queste situazioni ora grazie a voi ha un nome .... Grazie mille ...

  • raffffa - 16:54 20/11/24

    questo low è veramente fastidioso....io pratico la meditazione da diversi anni, è stato sempre molto difficile trovare il tempo...ma una volta trovato il tempo rumori di ogni tipo cani che abbaiano, operai che fanno casino, bambini che urlano, telefono che squilla, di tutto di più, per un certo periodo ero riuscito a risolvere comprando in farmacia dei tappi in silicone per le orecchie...e devo dire che funzionavano, poi non mi riusciva più il non pensiero, quindi non riuscivo più a concentrarmi fino a scoraggiarmi e a smettere per un certo periodo. ho ripreso in questo periodo grazie a un volantino blu (accademia di coscienza dimensionale)...da un acquisto online...speriamo sia la volta buona!!!!

  • lorella29 - 18:16 18/11/24

    Effettivamente, ascoltando questo articolo, mi sono resa conto che spesso e volentieri, quando voglio meditare capita sempre qualche imprevisto, rumore, chiamata o messaggio da marito, figli ecc. per distrarmi o per rinunciare. Ora che ne sono consapevole mi impegno alla meditazione giornaliera che non facevo proprio per questi motivi!! Grazie

  • folletto369 - 00:01 18/11/24

    Occorre capire come funzioni il Low per potersi destreggiare e riuscire lo stesso a compiere pratiche che permettono di evolversi. Tante volte il regolatore ci consiglia di continuare a dormire sebbene decidiamo di svegliarci presto per poter meditare. Occorre forza di volontà.

  • margot94 - 18:43 16/11/24

    Ascoltando di nuovo questa lezione mi rendo conto giorno per giorno come il low muove tutto ,animali, persone e addirittura cose. L'altro giorno mentre stavo meditando dal nulla sentii che all'interno della casa cadde qualcosa, inconsciamente mi alzai perché il boato era forte, e non c'era nulla, un altra volta ancora dimenticai di chiudere la finestra , il mio gatto restò fuori e mi buttò atterra lo scaffale per le piante! E' qualcosa di impressionante, cerca di distrarti in tutti i modi possibili e immaginabili! Ma sinceramente ora non mi importa più, anche se sento rumori non vado più a controllare o tanto meno se suonano alla porta! Angel leggere i tuoi argomenti è sempre cosi tanto affascinante, grazie di tutto !!!

  • Amy291 - 17:53 13/11/24

    Mi sto accorgendo sempre di più del low man mano che proseguo il mio percorso in accademia. Con le prime meditazioni quelle da 10 minuti circa, riuscivo a stare in non pensiero abbastanza bene, da quando ho iniziato la meditazione sui chakra invece le cose mi sembra che si siano fatte un po’ più difficoltose. Non mi riferisco tanto ai rumori di sottofondo, tipo i vicini o altro, nel mio caso secondo me mi disturba nella testa con pensieri inutili. Sto facendo fatica a mantenere il non pensiero, prima facevo meditazione la sera e adesso l’ho spostata alla mattina per essere più attiva ma non ho notato grandi cambiamenti, pensavo fosse colpa dello stress della giornata invece credo proprio che sia il low il colpevole. Sta di fatto che già dalla prima meditazione mi sono sentita meglio, quindi continuo comunque tenendo almeno la mia mezz’ora al giorno di meditazione cercando di rimanere il più concentrata possibile.

  • cl@ - 21:42 12/11/24

    Ammetto innanzitutto che sono stata fin qui poco costante nella pratica, vado a periodi da, un minimo di mezz'ora per la meditazione dei chakra in non pensiero due volte al giorno a quelle aggiungi qualche tecnica, di protezione, taglio e non pensiero, a periodi che non riesco a meditare affatto. All'inizio sempre causa lavoro e poi causa ogni cosa. Non è la prima volta che leggo questo articolo, la differenza sta che oggi, grazie alla pratica sicuramente migliorata in qualità, rispetto alla prima volta che lessi l'articolo, riesco a iniziare a riconoscere la presenza del Low nella mia vita ma soprattutto iniziare a controllarne o magari solo gestirne o contrastarne l'influenza. E' esattamente come ce lo spiega Angel, fare pratica ogni giorno per apprendere direttamente e provarne personalmente gli effetti, sulla propria pelle per sapere. Grazie Angel

  • gloria✨ - 08:47 12/11/24

    Ho riscontrato tutto quello che è stato detto in questa sessione. Ho notato che più medito è più riesco a mantenere la concentrazione. Il Low è sempre in agguato: Oggi ho iniziato a meditare e subito una mosca si è appoggiata su di me e quando la voce guida diceva "ora concentrati senza pensare a nulla in assoluto", la mosca mi entrava nel naso. Ho come l'impressione che più mi avvicino alla luce, più in low si intensifica e disturba. Ero arrivata al punto di ignorare la mosca appoggiata sul mio corpo, quando mi è entrata nel naso ho dovuto, per forza, muovermi. Come strategia, Domani, metterò un leggero velo di cotone nelle mie narici 😊 Grazie e felice giorno a tutti 🤗💖✨

  • fabio-z - 17:53 09/11/24

    A me ne capitano di tutti i colori, allucinanti. Mi ero già reso conto della prepotenza del Low nella mia vita.

  • lil - 01:47 07/11/24

    Sono pienamente d’accordo sul fatto che quasi tutte le cose che viviamo tutti i giorni non fanno altro che distrarci dallo scoprire chi siamo veramente e non ci permettono di riflettere sulle cose più profonde, ma alla fine della giornata quando si vive in quel modo ci si sente tristi e vuoti, infatti io sento proprio il bisogno di dedicare parte della mia giornata alla spiritualità. Aggiungo che condivido molto la parte relativa a Gesù, infatti anche io penso che avesse un approccio così profondo alla spiritualità e un’anima così “avanzata e completa” per cui riusciva a modificare il matrix rendendo possibili quelli che chiamiamo “miracoli”

  • corrado60 - 19:29 06/11/24

    Adesso che lo sappiamo, non ci si ferma più. E' molto utile anche sapere. Praticare ma anche sapere effettivamente cosa è il Low.

  • Giusy - 20:35 05/11/24

    E' assolutamente vero, ma non pensavo che piu' meditassi piu' si sarebbe palesato anche facendomi sentire svogliata e non convinta. E sono solo alla mia quinta meditazione. Bisogna solo vincerlo anche se mi chiedo: si paleserà sempre cosi? Cosa succederà se davvero dovessi riuscire ad evolvermi e a risvegliarmi sul serio? Puo' minacciarmi con altre situazioni? Puo' mettermi in pericolo? Si rassegnerà prima o poi? Non voglio arrendermi e voglio i benefici tanto desiderati di cui ho tanto bisogno! Consapevolezza e via! Grazie sempre!

  • margot94 - 18:39 28/10/24

    Verissimo , ho constatato che ogni volta che voglio meditare succedono inconvenienti , ed è successo purtroppo di non aver più voglia di meditare , ti fa entrare nell'apatia assurda come il fatto di cambiarti i pensieri , è impressionante o come ti fa fare scelte sbagliate ,anche di muovere il tutto per non farti meditare ! Bella la frase quando dice che se la meditazione non fosse così importante il low non si interesserebbe a tutto ciò ! Oppure mi capitata che quando dico di voler meditare tipo tra un'oretta , Mi fa uscire un casino di impagini , ormai è diventata come una sfida … che vinca il migliore ! Grazie Angel per tutto ciò che ci insegni

  • 💙Vivi💙 - 08:42 28/10/24

    Forse è proprio vero che ogni cosa succede nei tempi prestabiliti. Di certo non sono nata imparata e le cose non le so comprendere nell'immediato, dato che le comprendo solo dopo aver commesso lo stesso sbaglio più volte. Inoltre se non fosse stato per i tuoi insegnamenti e per la voglia di cambiamento che sto provando nell'ultimo periodo, non avrei capito alcune cose non avrei nemmeno cercato di modificarle. In un certo senso ogni cosa che tu dici,dalla più banale alla piú importante,è uno scalino in più da salire per comprendere che il percorso evolutivo di un essere umano non finisce mai,e che soprattutto non si basa solo sul fare a gara a chi è più bravo con le tecniche. È ancora piú intenso e interessante quello che sto capendo in questo periodo, una cosa che prima non immaginavo mai che avrei capito,e cioè che io sono un essere umano, e come tale necessito di tantissime cose dentro di me,dai bisogni primari, ma di evoluzione e libertà soprattutto,che jon a caso è quello che mirano sempre a toglierci. Nel passato non capivo cosa significasse la parola evoluzione, poiché pensavo che era una parola che si accomunava solamente con l'azione della pratica. Solo adesso ho capito che l'evoluzione è cambiamento e miglioramento. È come una grossa vincita che otteniamo da noi stessi dopo una lunga lotta, e quando sento di aver superato quell'ostacolo,so che posso dire: ora sento che sto evolvendo una piccola parte in me. Sentendomi spiritualmente piú addormentata del solito, trovo molto arduo restare connessa a me e alla spiritualità, perché sento che sto vivendo piú per il sistema che per la spiritualità. Comincio a rendermi conto molto di più adesso, in confronto a prima, degli innumerevoli programmi dentro e intorno a me,che puntano esclusivamente al farmi sbagliare strada. Anche perché...può sembrare una frase scema, ma a me sembra proprio che più alcune cose mi vengono lisce come l'olio, più sono cose di poco valore,basse,cose di sistema. Quando invece provo ad affacciarmi ad un problema da risolvere (che può essere risolto solo in quel preciso modo e quindi devo realmente impegnarmi) tutto è più complicato, però è proprio lì che io sento che qualcosa si sta evolvendo in me. Il cammino è piú duro, ma dentro di me so che è la cosa giusta. Poi altre cose, seppure possano sembrare effettivamente buone per me, non lo sono. É un pò come se volessero annebbiarmi la vista. A volte lo comprendo nell'immediato, altre volte invece lo capisco troppo tardi, ma penso che anche questo sia il bello. Sentire energeticamente che qualcosa non va,un pò come se qualcuno mi stesse gridando nelle orecchie che sto sbagliando, ed effettivamente a volte succede. Mi capita che mentre so che sto per fare una scelta sbagliata,sento dei fischi all'orecchio con una sensazione di qualcuno che mi urla di rientrare in me stessa e non fare scelte sbagliate. Altre volte però non succede... mi succede di piú quando il mio pensiero è concentrato sulla spiritualità. Ma se il mio pensiero è sconcentrato,allora non sento proprio un corno. E vero che ci sono persone che vogliono saperne di piú sulla propria identitá. Ma ci sono anche persone come me che nonostante vogliono saperne di più, vengono fregate dal low che è divenuto sempre piú artificiale. Quindi questa artificialitá è talmente forte da farmi dimenticare quello che devo fare. Seppure sento in me che qualche piccola cosa si sta evolvendo, altre non si sono smosse di una virgola, e il sentirsi bassi di tonale senza riconoscerlo, non ti fa sentire subito triste. È il guardarti dall'esterno e diventare cosciente del fatto che sei estremamente basso che mi fa sentire una nullità. Ma siccome so che questi sono tutti terribili modi per farmi perdere l'obbiettivo, cerco di non dargli troppo peso,perché so che tutto dipende da me e dal mio impegno. A volte é complicato,ma è l'unica soluzione. Infatti quando parli della riuscita della tecnica per i primi giorni,che poi va a scemare in quelli successivi, per me è diventato un chiaro allarme del fatto che qualcosa mi sta monitorando e sta facendo in modo che io provi un'assoluta svogliatezza nel voler poi ritentare la pratica. Succede sempre ultimamente,e allora ripeto a me stessa che sto andando meglio di prima,e che devo continuare così. Me ne accorgo dal fatto che in tutto l'arco della giornata nessuno mi infastidisce, ma appena mi metto lì, vengo infastidita dai miei familiari. Poi, per colpa della mia memoria pessima, sto cospargendo la mia stanza di bigliettini,memo,sveglie,segnalibri,me lo scrivo addirittura anche sulla mano. Frasi del tipo " Devi fare gli esercizi" oppure "Non dormire" oppure " spegni il cellulare e studia" che siano cose rivolte alla pratica o meno, questo mi aiuta un pochino in piú essendo io una persona piuttosto apatica e svogliata. Però quando poi faccio tutto quello che ho scritto sulla memo, nonostante ci si siano messe tsnte cose in mezzo per non farmele fare,mi sento molto piú fiera di me.

  • atene - 06:27 28/10/24

    trovo incredibile questa chiave di lettura della vita quotidiana delle persone. ma ora che inizio a conoscere i vari tasselli del puzzle diventa tutto più chiaro e io più consapevole.